is it a NEW beginning?

i know my life is just about to start but is it a NEW beginning that i'll be brave to face? or i will just run away just like what i did.
it is very demanding, challenging, but i am really afraid. if there is any time limit...

but i know that impossible we stick to time limit when we live in the world that have no time limit... i mean we have no idea when will we die, do we?

so we don't have any time limit in this world... in a second, in 5 minutes, ten years, 50 years later our time will be finish.. but everything ending is a new beginning.

i haven't own the courage to talk to people... when that is what i really need most. people i know. people i don't know it just i can't talk...

proven from the telephone call i accept from my future coach (hopefully) i am so nervous that i forget most of my vocabularies and i cannot spell anything well...

now, this is seems to be my real problem... my zero interpersonal skill...